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You know it is true. Do not deny it, fool!

Wow it has been....FOR EVER since I last posted....maybe cuz I hardly know anyone on here so it is pointless...oh well! It serves to relinquish my pent up emo moments.

I've begun to realize that I actually don't like most of the people I call friends. Is that odd? I mean, they crowd around me at school and talk to me and I have almost nothing but contempt for everything they say! Of course a person of my personality and looks can't be too picky of the people that group around me I guess, or else I would have far less people that would ever talk to me....hahaha how sad.

Of course I'm sure there are a handful of people that would stick by me...I think >.o

Well, It is official that I get to go to the Dir en grey concert....almost. >< grr. I have to wait till Thursday to get my ticket! So I will be angsty till then.

I've been so dir en grey crazy I'm drawing the entire group individualy.

All I have left to do is Die. Then I think I'll do all of them together!

By the way, for those of you that actualy look at this and not my DA account, my website is up. anruanki.web.aplus.net .....yeah....

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apathetic apathetic
Current Music:
Dir en grey
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god its been so long since I last posted! oh well, I'm back. Yes viewers, 12 more days or less and you shall see my web site up and running on the net! mwahahahahahahahaha!

In other news, let us give a moment of silence for those killed in yesterday's omish school shooting as well as the other school shootings all over the US this school year

*moment of silence*.............................................................................................................................................................................

Alrighty them, on to other things!

guess what I got >.> <.< >.> THE NEW POKEMON GAME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Now usualy I wouldn't get a new pokemon game. If I had a sudden urge to revert back to childhood I would just dig out my old gameboy color pokemon yellow, blue, or red and run around slaying level 5 ratatas with my level 100 mewtwo! But this new game has you BE THE POKEMON! come on man, that was my nerdy little kid DREAM! And you know, satisfying your nerdy kid dreams helps you become a well rounded individual! Xp

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content content
Current Music:
Gackt
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this is for my journal on DA...
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chipper chipper
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duel jewel
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stupid cold! it wont go away! grrr! now my nose is all stuffy D:

more importantly, everything is getting on my nerves lately. I just want to curl up with my diru music and fall asleep.

Maybe tomorrow will be better....or maybe not. Who knows! I do know one thing, I am so hating school this year. Half because of the classes, half because of the people IN them. *sigh* two more years, two more years...

Speaking of school I still have some geometry to do, so I had better go.

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crappy crappy
Current Music:
diru
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Well, mrs. george said she would flunk me if I didn't try out for the musical...I can act...and I can sing a little...the bad thing...I CANT READ BLOODY SHEET MUSIC!!!!!!

so I got up there and embarrased myself in front of around 30 people when I started out off beat...I did eventualy get back on track though...My voice itself didn't sound too bad...I think >.o

well, at least its all over with. no one will remember, and I didn't really want to be in the stupid hick musical anyway! If it was anything else I would have studied the all the songs before hand...BUT OKLAHOMA!!!! ><; I hate my state soooooo much...

I don't understand why they only have musicals anyways. Why don't they have a regualr play for the non singing actors! ><;

ok, enough venting.

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crappy crappy
Current Music:
Miyavi
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"hello my love!"

"dorian!"

"Yes, 'tis I! I have scaled up the building just to give you this incredibly gorgeous diamond!"

"Not so fast!"

"damian! I thought you were on the moon!"

"I was, but I have come back to fight this man for the honor of buying you more stuff!"
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XD thats what I heard when I got up this morning.

Anyways, today I went to watch Snakes on a Plane, which actualy turned out to be good!

I fell in love with the kickboxer lol

"Hail to the playstation!"

"I am God damn tired of these mother fucking snakes on this mother fucking plane!"

"omg, like, I practice kickboxing with my girlfriend!" "girlfriend...right..."

"*a girl with a dog sits next to him* or great it can't get any worse now *a girl with a baby sits on the other side* damn..."

Current Mood:
amused amused
Current Music:
Diru
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I absolutely love my new kyo icon. Just wanted to state that.

I've been working a bunches on my RMZ book o' chibiez a lot recently. Everyone seems to like them >.o at least I think.

the real RMZ work isn't really up for the masses to view yet, but I'm sure they will like it too.

today was full of stress because J was depressed when I was talking to him. I realized, he gets depressed way more than he should. Why do a lot of my friends all get emo on me? >< its nerve-wrecking!

Tomorrow Ne and Kat are coming over to watch movies! whoo! *dance* I'm glad. I haven't had a good marathon movie day for awhile, and Kat finally gets to come to my house, which I have been trying to get her to do since last summer, but she couldn't cuz her dad kept grounding her :/ blah.

I just hope Ne and Kat hit it off. I don't think they really know each other >.o

Right now I'm listening to Gackt (the cd I got from the lovely Haku-chan. love ya haku-chan!) but this morning I was all uber-diru. I would wear a dir en grey shirt tomorrow if I didn't have a brand new shirt to wear instead. Uncle Brian came back from harvest for a bit so I gots lots of shirts from him.

Sunday me and Uncle Brian are gonna go watch Snakes on a Plane. Mom won't go with us cuz shes teribly affraid of snakes. ^^;

So my weekend is pretty full! shwee.

right after this I need to go to bed probably -.- so I don't go all sluggish on Kitty and Nene.

But I still have to write many things!

letsee, for one we got Dirge of Ceberus today. I haven't gotten to try it out yet, but I watched the opening sequence with mom and it is sooooooooo badass...well of course, vincent valentine is badass. I just love his name! V.V. are great initials.

Also! finally got all my star oceans together so Ne has to come out next weekend as well for a marathon of that! X3

I wish the internet was working better -,- I was sopposed to order my japanese lessons book today, but at this rate I'm not even going to try!

Also I need to order a miyavi cd and the very last dvd of star ocean ex.

I'm getting lots of stuff!

OMG NAKED DIE *point* sorry, going through my picture file. I don't remember saving that >.o

anywaysms, yes, very busy school-wise. I took some mind bogglign classes @.@ AP history, AP english, anatomy...but they are fun classes anyways, and that means they will be out of the way for my senior year and I can just lay back with some bird courses.....pfft, not. mom wouldn't let me >.> at least my math courses will be over with this year. no more math! yes!

Love is written on both of my arms @.@ don't know why

Current Mood:
changing by the minute changing by the minute
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Gackt
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I'm really trying to make myself a better person...so I shall have lotsies of fwiends :3 ...and its not bloody working!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! t.t

It seems I am no ones best friend at school anymore, since megan and then danny moved...at my school...I'm just....there.

I hated when megan moved! we were so close t.t, but I still talk to her almost everyday ^^; yay for internet

I hated danny moving really badly too! at first, before she came, I was the entertainment center of the group, right?

but then she got here and we both were always joking around. and I thought everyone was enjoying BOTH of us...

but then she moved and everyone was like "I MISS DANNY! NOTHING IS FUN ANOYMORE! WAHHHHHH!"

I was just standing there like "hey, hello, remember me? t.t"

nothing is the same. I suppose it doesn't really matter, I will probbaly never see these school people ever again after I move to japan. so screw them! their loss!...though being ignored is really tough...t.t

don't get me wrong, a few people still seem to love me as much as they did last year. and I have made some new friends too! but no core friends anymore...just wondering around...looking for some...

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lonely lonely
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Gackt
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Current Mood:
bouncy bouncy
Current Music:
Loveless themesong
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Tir was laying on his bed, his limbs wrapped in velvet blankets. His long black hair was still wet from his morning bath. It had never been cut in his sixteen years of life, and so the bottms of the dark locks were off of the bed and touching the floor. Tir's crystal blue eyes only stared up at the cieling as he contemplated his so called fate.

"Good morning, Tir," Chaosin said at the doorway. Tir looked over at his handsome blond brother to see him smiling brilliantly as always. "The servants haven't come to pack your things yet?" Chaosin's voice was as deep as the Atlantic Ocean, and soothing to Tir's long, sharp ears.

Tir sat up and smiled. He was always happy to see his big brother. Chaosin and his father were the only people Tir saw on most occasions besides the slaves that tended to him, and he enjoyed there company. "I told them I would do it myself. A Cana should be strong enough to do things himself, right?"

Chaosin scratched his head. "I guess so, but most Canas would make the servants do it anyway!"

Tir giggled as he flipped the hair out of his pale and feminine face. "Well I'm not going to be like past dragon lords," he said. "I want to make a difference for our people."

His brother smiled as he came over to sit down next to him. "Little Brother, you are really something else."

"I'm not a dragon?!" Tir exclaimed.

Chaosin laughed. "No,no, thats not what I mean! Well, our grandmother was a nymph, and you do favor her much more than any body else besides dad, but you have the heart of a dragon-kin, no doubt about it." Chaosin's piercing green eyes scanned over his frail brother. "You still don't want to go, do you..."

"I'm scared, brother," Tir said as he leaned against Chaosin's side. "I've never been out of these castle walls. I don't know how to live!"

Chaosin's warm arms clasped around Tir's small frame gently as Tir rested his head across Chaosin's chest.

"Everything will be fine. That is why your teacher is going to live with you, to teach you the life of a Cana."

"Will you visit me?" Tir's voice shook as though he were holding back tears.

Chaosin chucked. "Of course! I can't live without my little brother!"

Tir giggled like a small child and cuddled up to his big brother more. "So, brother, do you know who my teacher is going to be? Do I know him?"

As he sighed, Chaosin gave a nod. "I soppose I should tell you. You might die of joy if we wait."

"Tell me, brother, tell me!" Tir sat up. "I want to know who I am going to spend five years of my life with!"

Chaosin smiled. "Well, as you know, the head senators thought it best that it be a slave with the necessary qualifications to actually teach you. So you can learn and be pampered at the same time. It wasn't easy to find someone. After awhile it became bluntly obvious who Father was going to choose."

"And! Tell me the name!"

"Calm down. His name is Grenkimo, of course, you used to call him GinGin if I remember correctly."

The name sent a paralyzing chill up Tir's spine. His eyes were wide with the shock of hearing his child companion's name.

After a few seconds of shock, Tir jumped up, grabbing his empty tunk and dragging it over to his cothing chest. Not even paying attention, he grabbed everything he could and started throwing it in all at once.

"Hey, woah, what are you doing!?"

Tir's voice was high pitched in hyperness. "Gren! Gren is waiting for me! We have to go now!"

Chaosin jumped up and walked over to his over joyed brother. "You aren't leaving till tomorrow!"

"No! Gren is waiting for me!"

"He can wait a little longer. What is another added day to the past eleven years?" Chaosin asked as the chuckled at the cuteness of Tir's lovesick condition.

Tir stopped, holding a brown satin shirt in his hands, and looked at Chaosin. "Every day...Is a day I spend in hell."

Chaosin stopped laughing and stared at his brother in confusion. Never had he seen Tir so serious before. "...I think you like that half elf slave a bit too much."

"Don't refer to him like that!" Tir growled. "He has a name!"

"Okay, Okay, just calm down!" Tir was starting to frighten Chaosin in this state of anger. Tir never raised his voice before, at least not to him.

Tir huffed a bit and then finally relaxed. "Sorry, Brother."

A smile slowly showed itself on Chaosin's pretty face. "Its alright. I know you miss him. He was with you since you were born until you were five. But it is odd you remember him so well."

Tir smiled. "Believe me, I tried to forget." He looked down at the pile of clothes in the trunk. "Can you help me fix this?"

"Sure."

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The next morning Tir was sitting in the carriage that was already setting of to his new home. It was all he could do to keep from fidgeting in excitement.

Tir's father, Risuko, sat opposite of him. Similarities between the two could definately be noticed. They both had the thick black hair and crystal blue eyes, though only Tir had the white pupils. But the differences were also bluntly noticable. There was an aura about Risuko that demanded respect. Tir did not have that aura. He was meek and timid, like a tiny animal trapped in a corner. Also there was the fact that Risuko had the red stripes on his face that all dragon-kin had, even Chaosin. Tir's weren't red. They were ebony black like his hair.

Risuko looked over at his youngest son and smiled. "You will be fine."

Tir's rabbit length ears perked up at the sound of his father's comforting words. "Do you really think so, Pappa?"

"Of course." Risuko never had much to say to anyone, but Tir always got an answer to any question he asked.

After a few more seconds the carriage stopped. The driver jumped down off his seat and opened the door for Tir.

Tir glanced at his father once more.

"Go on." Risuko said with a smile.

Tir timidly stepped out, squinting his eyes as his head was exposed to the bright sun. He stood by the carriage looking at the giant castle before him. It was even bigger than his former home!

Risuko spoke to him from his seat inside the carriage. "Your things are already in your room. Gren should be inside somewhere. Goodbye, son."

The driver then shut the door and climbed back up to his seat. Before Tir could say anything at all, the carriage was racing back home.

"...Goodbye...Pappa." Tir fidgeted before starting to walk toward the front door. When he opened it, he found the castle to be well lit and very clean. Tir stepped in and walked up to the main stairway, marble and beautifuly carved with many designs and symbols. This felt almost like a dream to Tir. His head spinned at all the new images and scents in the air. Then he remembered that Gren was somewhere in the castle waiting for him.

"Gren! Are you here!" Tir called out. after a few seconds his sensitive ears picked up someone running towards him from upstairs. He looked up at the head of the stairs just in time to see a tall tan man, Grenkimo, stop at the top step and stare at Tir with one bright green eye, the other eye covered by his golden hair.

"Master Tir!"

Gren seemed shocked to see the grown up Tir before him. He was probably expecting the small little boy that used to follow him everywhere. Instead was this frail teen with a feminine figure and a sense of magesty and serenity to him. Truth be told, Tir was shocked by the dramatic changes that had come to Gren as well. He was still blond and tan and he still hid his right eye behind his long hair and had the small scar on his left cheek, but the skinny short teenager Tir used to know had developed into a tall gorgeous twenty-six year old asian half elf.

"Gin...Gin..." Was all that could escape Tir's lips.

Suddenly Gren's face turned pink. "Young Master, I am sorry, I was not here to open the door for you!"

Tir giggled. Now he knew this was definatly the Gren he knew, even if the exterior did change. "Its alright," he said with a bright smile, "I'm just happy to see you!"

At that sentance Gren went from pink to scarlet red. He took a step to start walking down the steps, but his mind was too busy to take care of his motor skills. at one of the very last steps, his foot came down wrong, and he fell down right by Tir's feet.

Tir gasped "Oh no, Gren, are you okay!?"

Gren jumped up almost instantly. "I'm fine! no need to worry about me!" He gave a nervous laugh then looked as if he was beating himself up inside his head for being so clumsy.

"Are you sure?" Tir asked, very concerned, "Nothing hurts?"

"I am fine, Young Master Tir."

Tir pouted. "Thats too bad. I was hoping I could use my healing powers on you, but you aren't hurt at all."

Gren blushed again. He knew that Cana's healed things by kissing them "use your healing powers on me? H-Hold on, maybe I have something hurt..." Gren turned around and proceeded to poke himself in the eye. "GAH! MY EYE!" he turned back to Tir, now squinting and crying a bit. "Well, it seems my eye was hurt after all! damn dust must have got in it when I hit the floor! And I am only feeling effects just now because of aftershock!"

Tir, who was nieve enough to buy it, gasped again. "Poor eye!" He pulled Gren, who blushed more, down to his level. "keep it closed, okay!"

Gren closed his eye and waited. Tir then leaned in and kissed Gren's eyelid gently. a calming warmth went over all the pain, and then when it left, his eye was back to normal.

Gren opened his eye and stared at Tir yet again. "Thank you Young Master."

Tir smiled brightly again. "You're welcome GinGin!"

Gren sighed. "Please don't call me that"

"Why not?" Tir's head tilted as he batted his thick, long eyelashes confusedly.

"Its very childish"

"Oh! And I need to stop being childish to be a Cana!"

"exactly." Gren stood back up straight and smiled. "Since I'm your teacher, you also have to treat me with more respect when you did when you were a baby!"

"But you're also my slave, aren't you?" Tir scratched his head.

"Well, uhm, yes."

Tir held his forehead. "this is confusing!" As he sniffed the air he caught an odd scent. "Is something cooking? I think it might be burning."

Gren's eye went wide. "Oh dear lords, THE SOUP!" He then proceeded running down the hall.

Tir giggled and slowly followed his path down the hall. "Well, these five years will definatly be...entertaining. right Kittykins?" Tir pulled a cat eared doll out of his pocket and smiled at it. "I'm so glad we have Gren back..."

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story time! story time!
Current Music:
Angel on my shoulder
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5V on Deviantart hasn't fixed a bug of theirs that cuts off parts of prose! This infuriates me! roar!

So I will be posting my story right here for now. >.> <.< >.> and I'll just link people to it! hopefully that will work...I shall get started now!

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1st hour: AP English 3
2nd hour: Front Page
3rd hour: Geometry
4th hour: AP US History
5th hour: Comp. Theater
6th hour: Anatomy
7th hour: Art

well, there is my first semester!....sigh...

Well, nothing much is going on cept for me getting ready for school.

I think Arin has stopped speaking to me for some reason >.> <.< >.> maybe because I called him a jackass...I thought he KNEW he was a jackass!

I'm going to see Pulse tomorrow with a few friends at the seven o'clock show. Hopefully its a good movie! or I might have to kill someone! roar!

Today I am cooking dinner....spegetti! yum yum yum

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amused amused
Current Music:
La'cryma Christi
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(<a href="http://pyesetz.furtopia.org/meme-3col-DeathNote.html">Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now.  (come back Gremio-chan! D:) I don't watch much TV these days.  (its always on, but usualy I'm drawing, not watching) I own lots of books.  (randoms ones, but lots)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (contacts) I love to play video games.  (legend of mana!!!!) × I've tried marijuana(no jail for me thanks)
I've watched porn movies.  (...it was once! Naku made me! *run away*) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (what past relationship?) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (USUALY)
I curse sometimes.  (fuck-tastic!) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on... )

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"OMG! its lucifer!"

"why the hell do you think I'm lucifer?!"

"Because lucifer was the most beautiful of all angels ^.~"

"....*walks away*"

"awww..."

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Arin, you can't sleep over Sunday, Mom has an emergency MRI in the city and she says I have to come with her. D: I'm sorryyyyyy! hopefully you read this in time...
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aggravated aggravated
Current Music:
Miyavi
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Well, Ne-chan didn't get to come over. First I was sick tuesday, and today she couldn't get a ride. I'm expecting a card soon that reads "You suck- God"

Tomorrow I'm getting my hair cut and colored again and then I'm spending the day with courtney, though I have no clue why, she just asked if I could and I didn't have any other plans.

this happened today:

Mom: something came in the mail for you

Me: alright! my new dir en grey shirt!

Mom: what picture is on it?

Me: its their legs.

Mom: their....legs...

Me: yep

Mom: its sad that you would buy a shirt just because it has dir en grey's legs on it

Me: No its not, whats sad is I can tell you exactly whose legs are whose! Xp
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I found a new band too! One of my DA buddies pointed them out to me. And this time they are not Japanese!...they are Chinese :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iv2CtsUORxg&search=Sliver%20Ash

and here is miyavi and his bounciness for you...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=dRrxL5bK1Ow&search=miyavi%20

Current Mood:
amused amused
Current Music:
Genki
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I haven't updated in awhile...haven't really felt like doing so. I'm in the sluggish stage of summer break,and I don't expect to get out of it any time soon.....thats really all to report!
Current Mood:
blank blank
Current Music:
Alice Nine
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I really have nothing to talk about, the past few days have been a bore.

Megan is finaly back from her grandma's funeral so I talked to her today. Also I am chatting with Arin while typing this. We are discussing artistic abilities and whatnot.

my mind is killing me with depressing thoughts, I fear that I am becoming an emo. Usualy all my depression will crystalize into a story like Simon or Roy, but I haven't been doing that as of late. Maybe thats what is wrong with me! I'll have to start writting more...

Current Mood:
caught in between caught in between
Current Music:
sailor moon!?!
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